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Ephemeral Iridescences



It's a bright and sunny day, but I don't feel that way.
I feel like such a fool for staying stuck inside of this gloom,
but what else can I do? I'm still hung up on her,
so I go out for a run. I just keep running from
opening up to embrace all the changes in my life;
but the rhythm of my footsteps sets my heart at ease,
and you never know what you might come across on a friendly neighborhood street.
Spontaneous joy might arise. You might be caught by surprise...

C* G F C :|| (8x)

...by big bubbles bursting with the
laughter of little children in the park,
bright rays of light
shimmering through the dark.

C* G / F Am G - / C* G / F G C -

This old world can bring me down. There's a lot of heavy shit going round,
so I try to appreciate life's little gifts along the way:
tomatoes ripening on the vine, an occasional glass of wine,
a warm smile passing by, clear and starry nights,
my morning cup of coffee, a bear that's crisp and hoppy,
dark chocolate rich and creamy, a hot shower soothing and steamy,
soft rain against my skin, shelters from the wind,
a lover's tender embrace, so many things like these.

They're like big bubbles bursting
with the laughter of little children in the park,
bright rays of light shimmering away the dark.

We might be tempted to put the things we love up on a shelf,
to keep them away from everybody else,
but the life they contain would quickly fade away.
The change would be drastic. Our love would turn to plastic.
Don't give me plastic bubbles.
I get no return from them.
They don't have the right float or iridescent spin.
They'll never quench my thirst without that effervescent burst.

Give me big bubbles bursting
with the laughter of little children in the park,
bright spheres of light
flashing and passing like a spark.

Come Hear It on the Mountain



It's quite a life up in these hills, up here on the mountain.
There's nothing like an old dirt road to keep the mind from counting.
Take care not to lose your way, or you might not make it back,
and here's to those who find their way and never go back.

Capo IV
Am - E E7 :|| (4x)

There's nothing like a life up on the mountain!
You can take it or leave it, but if you leave, then I'll be doubting
that you've seen all there is to see.
Oh, you might want to take another look before you leave.

F C E7 Am :|| (3x)
F C G - E - Am -

Up here in these heights, it's a world away from time,
and for the most part the law can't pay it any mind.
In the quiet of these hills a mind can roam free.
Out here there's nothing between this old world and me.

Every day's another step closer to the grave.
You can bow your head and fold your hands, just sit around and pray,
but you might be missing a lot of life as you wait for Judgment Day.
Oh, I'm not trying to look down on you or tell you what to do.
I just hope you make the most of this life before it's through.

Capo up to VI for final verse and chorus

Vintage Beauties



Your body just won't move anymore
like your spirit wants it to.
What I wouldn't give to see you out on that floor
dancing like you used to do!
If only I could do the dancing for you,
I would oblige happily,
but dancing has always been something
that has eluded me.
Although you might not ever see it,
I've got a secret for you:
the joy you retain gets something like a dance
moving through my soul.

Capo II
Bm - Am - / Bm - C - / Bm - Am - / C - G - :|| (3x)

You make me wish I could've known you
when you were more
of the beautiful
you that you still are.

Bm - C - / Bm - Am - / / C - G -

Your brain has lost some of that razor sharpness
that once glistened through your mind,
but I can still see it glimmering
and sparkling in your eyes.
When you crashed to the ground that morning,
you lost much more than your legs.
In a moment you went from standing tall
to being blindsided by the fall,
but you're surely still a teacher
through and through.
I wish I could articulate
all the things I learn from you.

You had to be one tough cookie
in your day.
You lost two sons to war
and an infant daughter along the way.
Your husband turned to alcohol
and was consumed by that disease.
He left you alone in this old world
when he crashed into that tree.
You raised up my grandfather,
and though my memories of you are few,
as with those blankets you knitted,
in him your warmth passes through.

Final Verse:

Maybe some day I'll find myself in a
similar situation.
If I do I only hope I can
be such an inspiration
to all the people I might
happen to meet
as you have been
for me.

Bm - Am - :|| (6x)
C - G - / Am - G -

Blind Curves



I can't make you any promises
that I know the way out of this place.
Delusions of thinking that I had all the answers
have left me with nothing but mud on my face.
Your road ahead may seem dimly lit,
but if you'll come along even just for a bit,
one thing's for certain, this much I can say,
we both will wind up in some other place.
It may not be better, but it may not be worse.
At least it'll be a change of course.

Banjo:
E A / F A :|| (5x)

You've got a headlight out.
I've got my brains out.
There ain't too much brightness
between these two ears,
but I've managed to get by.
I've managed to not die.
I've navigated an adequate
series of steers.

E - / A - / F - / E A :||

I'm always talking myself round in circles
as thoughts bounce around in this tangled old brain.
Should I go left, or should I go right?
Do I really need to be so doggone uptight?
Should I be serious, or should I be silly,
anally methodic or willy-nilly?
Duh, hmm, um, I dunno?
Duh, hmm, um, I dunno?

I wish I could tell you that the road ahead
will reach the horizon in a nice straight line,
but the future's always creeping around some corner
as life twists and turns in curves that are blind.
The roads of our lives aren't always our's to decide
we pick the best pass that we happen to spy,
and sometimes we're utterly baffled to find
that it leads us somewhere better than what we had in mind;
so let's hope for the best: that we'll make it together,
but either way it'll be the ride of our lives.

Jumble of Words



You might think that I never did love you,
and I can't blame you for feeling that way.
Although it was something that I felt quite deeply,
I never could seem to get my tongue to say.

Capo II
A - E A / A - G A :||

The thoughts are there with feeling to spare,
but all that comes out is a jumble of words.

A - D A / A - E A

I ponder life's deepest questions.
My thoughts wander off to I don't know where,
so whenever you ask just what I'm thinking,
I come up empty, with nothing to share.

Maybe I've never made it beyond raw feeling.
Maybe I relate to the world preverbally.
Maybe you think that this makes me stupid.
I'm getting to the point where that's all right with me.

I articulate my inner world with my best effort.
trying not to get caught by fear, anger and such.
'Cause when I reduce this life to an explanation,
it tends to get my panties in more of a bunch.

Luck of the Draw

 
Don't you worry about me, honey.
Everything is going just great.
I've got my last fifty dollars riding on Denver,
and I'm counting on a lucky break.

Am - E7 - / Dm Am E - / Dm - F - / Am E7 Am -

I'm traveling light, just one set of clothes.
It's been quite a trip to this place.
The queen of diamonds cut me on down
when I could've sworn I'd drawn an ace.

The places I stay, they've got quite a view.
On clear nights I always see stars,
and when those storm clouds are looming large
I rely on a passing car.

One bit of advice I will toss on the table:
don't count your cards 'til their dealt.
You might think you've got quite a stack,
but you might end up with jack.
Yeah, you might think you've got quite a stack,
but she might walk away with Jack.

So don't you worry about me, honey.
Everything is going just great.
I've got my last fifty dollars riding on Denver,
and I'm counting on a lucky break.

Moonlight Piñata



Intro:
Am - E7 - :||

It was a midnight, Mississippi bike ride
on the Cinco de Mayo.
I was taking it all in stride,
that pale light shining down on me.

Dm Am / Dm E7 / Dm Am / E7 Am

It was a moonlight piñata
shining down on me,
a moonlight piñata,
oh, glory be!

F Am / E7 Am :||

I needed no companion beside me.
I wanted one even less,
no one else there to corrupt this moment,
just greedy to be personally blessed..

...by a moonlight piñata
shining just for me,
a moonlight piñata,
oh, glory be!

A raccoon scampered alongside me,
staring me down with those bandit eyes.
We were stealing the night away together.
I looked back with my own bandit eyes...

...at that moonlight piñata
in the open there for me,
a moonlight piñata,
oh, glory be!

Interlude:
Am E7 Dm Am / F Dm E7 Am

Like papier-mâché that orb hung above me.
I felt like it was right within my reach.
like if I swung a branch and made solid contact
little candies of light would rain on down...

...from that moonlight piñata,
just raining down on me.
It was a moonlight piñata,
oh, glory be!

It was a moonlight piñata
shining down on me,
a moonlight piñata,
oh, glory be!

Stowaway Dreams



Intro:
D C G C :||

It couldn't have been easy for you
to give up your freedom,
to set aside your dreams
for someone else's needs.
So it should come as no surprise
that you grew to resent that job,
and it pains my heart to think of the cost
of the security that it bought.
But it helped you to raise a family
and get your children out on their own,
and somehow each morning still finds you there
even after they've grown.

Fadd9 C / F C / Fadd9 C / F G :|| (3x)

Oh, you gave up on some of your dreaming
'cause it's what you felt you had to do.
I hope your investment was worth it,
that the love returns to you.

F C / Fm C / F C / G C / (G C )

The dust piles high on that motorbike
out in the garage,
and how many other dreams
did you stow away in storage?
The secrets we hide inside ourselves
are deeper than anyone knows,
but when our dreams begin to fade
the eyes will let it show.
Every now and then
I catch this sadness in your eyes.
Don't give up on dreaming;
dreams are endless as the sky.

Oh, there's plenty of time left for dreaming.
Retirement is just around the bend.
I hope you can muster up the strength
and the energy to start again.

Interlude:
D C G C :||

I remember those Little League tryouts
when I didn't make the team.
In the parking lot flowed the teardrops
of a little boy's broken dreams.
My vision blurred, I looked over at you,
and I saw that love in your eyes.
You found another team where I could play
and taught me to keep on trying.
Every now and then
I still feel like that kid in that car.
Those loving eyes still look back at me
to keep me from losing heart.

So I'll keep on a-dreaming,
if you keep dreaming, too.
It seems to me the only way
that we're gonna make it through.

Yeah, I'll keep on a-dreaming,
and you keep dreaming, too.
Why not keep on dreaming?
We've got nothing better to do.

Coming of Age



We were drinking and passing joints
in the coming of our age,
in the foolishness of our youth,
but I loved it just the same.

Capo IV
A Asus2 G - / C - G - / / F - C -

I had just started college
when those towers came down.
Childhood was over,
but I'd never be full grown.

Our foolhardy, overgrown leaders
seemed more and more insane.
Hawks who looked more like pigeons,
I swore I'd never be like them.

Oh, they had all of the answers.
They'd bring this threat to its knees,
but when they brought their hammer down
they only bent the nail even more.

Bridge:
Oh, why couldn't they have seen
their shot in the dark was bound to miss?
When you try to force the human spirit,
it'll always rise up and resist.

F - C - / G - C - :||

So let's just keep our shirts on,
and not be too quick to roll up our sleeves.
Let's talk it out as long as we can
before we give up on peace.

Maybe you think I'm naïve,
and maybe you're right;
but if this old world is to have a chance,
we've got to pick the right fights.

So maybe it was just a way to cope
with all the bleakness that we'd seen,
a misguided search for hope,
for a catalyst to our dreams.

Whatever the reason,
we were drinking and passing joints
in the coming of our age,
in the foolishness of our youth,
but I loved it just the same.

Just as Real



I met her along the road.
She said, “I already knowed
just what you were singing about
before you even opened your mouth.”
Up in the hills underneath the stars,
we crept into a rock outcropping.
We made love the whole night through,
yeah, our hearts were a-throbbing.
I woke up suddenly with a start,
sat up in my bed with a racing heart.
How did I get here? Where did she go?
...Oh.

Capo III
A A7 A G / / / A C G - A C G - - :|| (3x)

Well, I know it was just a dream,
but you know that it felt so real;
and if you've ever had a dream,
maybe you know just how I feel;
and maybe you won't agree,
but you know it occurs to me
that a dream is just as real
as a memory.

G C A - / A C G - :|| (4x)

So I packed up my guitar,
hit the road in my beat-up car.
I had no idea where I was headed to;
I just had nothing better to do.
I pulled off alongside the curb,
dashed off a song of muddled up words.
I'm just waiting for someone to deliver me.
I expect that she'll come along soon.
Yeah, I'm hoping to meet her along this road.
She'll say, “I already knowed
just what you were singing about
before you even opened your mouth.”

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Our Little Life



We are such stuff as dreams are made on;
and our little life is rounded with a sleep.”
- William Shakespeare in The Tempest

We are such stuff as dreams are made on;
and our little life is rounded with a sleep.”

Capo V
C G C G / D C FG C

We see; we think. We think; we believe.
We believe so hard until we stop to see.

The stories we tell ourselves compel
us into action like a sleepwalker strolling through the streets.

We believe the stories we tell ourselves
as if they were real, but really they're only in our heads.

So I wish you sweet dreams, but if you prefer nightmares,
the choice is yours. Pick your dreams carefully and beware.

Interlude

We are such stuff as dreams are made on;
and our little life is rounded with a sleep.”

Recurrence of the Benign



I laid my heart open to the benign indifference of the universe. To feel it so like myself, indeed, so brotherly, made me realize that I'd been happy, and that I was happy still.”
- Albert Camus' Meursault in The Stranger

You can look around the world and see
nothing but trouble and woe.
You can curse everything that you find
and never come to know
a life outside of your own mind,
which is nothing but a dream,
but if you take a closer look,
things aren't always what they seem.

Capo IV
A G / F A / A G / F G A - :||

So don't you worry, and don't you fret.
The universe is benign and indifferent.
So turn your face towards the sun,
feel its touch so soft and warm,
relax your weary mind,
and open up your heart.

F G / A F - A - / G A / / / F G A -

I'm not claiming to have seen the light,
maybe just slightest glimpse.
I try to take this insight to heart,
but my mind still tends to slip
back into that self-absorbed mode
of I, me, and mine,
until these words resound clear as a bell,
tolling through my mind. They say...

And so it goes, on and on.
This answer is not an end.
It's a fit and start that comes back to you
time and time again.
You're still bound to get caught up in those whirlwinds,
those tangles of this and that,
but if you keep your ears open, before too long
you'll hear these words echo back. And they'll say...

Great Beauty



 “The first thing to see when you come to India—for God's sake don't see the poverty, like an old colonizer. Don't see the poverty. Don't see that. See the beauty of the people. When you see the tremendous beauty of the people of India, then you see India. Poverty is a different thing.”
- Pierre Ceyrac

You've got the gall to suggest to me
that the state of my country is a travesty.
Looking down from atop your high horse,
you say the land that I come from is a slum.
Well, look at you with all of your answers;
tell me: where does happiness lie?
What if all this thinking that you call enlightened
was more of a burden in disguise?

Dm C / Dm Am / / C B7 :||

My home is a land of great beauty:
you'll see what you come looking for.

Dm Am C B7 / C B7 Am - B7

You say that you've seen all there is to see
of this cold and desperate heart.
You say there never was any hope for me,
that I never could love you from the start.
But there's more warmth in my heart for you
than you could ever know.
I'm sorry I couldn't seem to let it show,
but that doesn't mean my heart doesn't glow.

In my heart there is a space of great beauty:
I don't know what I keep it locked away from.

I try to understand how you must feel,
at least as much as I can.
It's been ringing in your ears all of your life:
that you're not beautiful like them.
And it's all so pervasive. There seems no escape.
I'd get caught by it to if I were you.
So many looks are there to confirm it,
but those glares only obscure the truth.

Your body is bounding with great beauty:
look beyond what they've got you striving for.

You say that you've taken a good look inside and out,
that you've grown bitter from all that you've seen,
that there seems to be only anger and fear
and boundless self-serving greed.
Sure, in this life there are plenty of dregs,
and they can get caught in your throat;
but there's plenty of sweetness to wash them away.
I hope you can find where it flows.

This life is overflowing with great beauty:
you'll see it if you only look a little more.

Blessed Are the Forgetful



Blessed are the forgetful:
for they get the better
even of their blunders.”
- Friedrich Nietzsche

Aren't we so blessed
to live with no regrets,
never bothering to look back
at those things we don't want to see?

C - A - :|| (4x)

Blessed are the forgetful:
for they get the better
even of their blunders.

C - F - / / A G C -

Bad mistakes, maybe I made a few.
If I did, I never knew.
My life just passes me by.
My life is out beyond my sight.

Maybe time is just an illusion.
Maybe the past has never been.
If only I could believe that,
maybe I could start over again.

Yours and Mine



Better to die on one's feet,
than to live on one's knees.”
- Albert Camus

Get up on your feet.
Get up off your knees.
Stand up straight and tall.
You've got dignity after all.

D - G - :|| (4x)

Better that you die on your feet,
then to live your life on your knees. (2x)

F C / F G :||

You can say, “Yes'm.” You can say, “Yes sir.”
You can bow your head and hide away the hurt.
You can let them colonize your mind.
If you give it up, they'll take all of your time.

This world is yours and mine.
Let's stake our claim; it's about time.
It's about time and stepping back.
It's about finding our own path.